untitled?

Beautiful day but a lousy mood.
So I grabbed a cup of tea and took young Newman out for a walk.
Turned on some beats and tried to work out my feelings.

Ever had one of those days where no matter what happens, big or small, tears well up in your eyes? Just had one. And although I didn't cry, I felt like I was going to burst in tears at any given moment. Why you might ask? Good question, because I myself can't even figure it out.
I guess I'm just not feeling 100% myself. I felt like I was in one of those TV scenes where you're standing in the middle of the hall and everyone around you is passing in a blur.
Standing and watching your best friend walk away. Or standing and feeling broken hearted. Standing and knowing that lately, you're not doing as well as you could.

I honestly can't pinpoint when I started feeling this way... I lost myself and I'd like to find my way again. Really, how hard can it be? I'm standing right here, I just need to get a grip and be me.

So I take off my sweater and stand in the brisk cold Autumn air. And for the first time today, I feel something other than sadness.



For anyone reading or just to cyberspace, my apologies for the outburst of gloom. On a positive note, I now raise my cup of tea and toast to a happy week. In my opinion the first step to overcoming sadness, is to plaster a wide smile on your face and tell yourself that this will get better (as cliche as that sounds)

Goodbye for now and thank you blog for the little therapy session.

Sabrina xo