the lonesome duckling

ever have one of those days ? you know , the one where youre surrounded by friends and good people but you feel so incredibly alone ? please be nodding your head... im hoping its not another "sabrina" thing :S
well ive been feeling like this lately, i have good friend and a good amount of them but no matter how many i am surrounded with i feel lost . i dont feel like me , im struggling to be sabrina .. cause really who is she ? some days i dont even know .
i thought volleyball may help with this, used to be my escape and frustration reliever but im so un-confident right now , its just doubly frustratiing ...
and as i said i have great friends but its discouraging when theyre all in serious relationships and im the stupid single one.. but truth be told , thats no ones fault but my own ..

anyways, thats the dilema ... at least theres music (L) always helpful , and christmas !! yay , happiest time of the year ... right ?

Words after Music

An old poem I used to like, if you can figure out the deeper meaning its quite beautiful ! I like it at least :)

Where go all the melodies fair,
They that flow and fade in air?
Was their beauty all foredone?
(Ah, no--no!)
Pulse and cadence truth did tell,
Vowed to music's magic spell,
Passionate and ineffable.

Where do all the roses go,
They that die before the snow?
Was their beauty all forsworn?
(Ah, no--no!)
Flush and odor vowed aright,
When they promised rare delight,
Perennial and exquisite.

Fragile flowers and melodies
Claim a dual paradise,
Beauty is not feof to death;
(Ah, no--no)
Beauty lives in essence free,
In the inner heart we see
Beauty's immortality.

-Duncan Campbell Scott

weeekly update !

heeelloo blog ,
sorry its been a little while, craaazy busy. man , i seem to always say that ... guess its cause im busy lol
annnywho had a pretty solid weekend , HALLOWEEN ! got a little messy on friday night but whatevss then saturday night i went up to mcmaster to go the the uni bar with sammy and her roomies , suuuper fun times :)

as for this week, its pretty regular .. tomorrow WESTERN demonstration .. loooking forward to that .. and math test , not looking forward to that ! lol and lots of other fun events coming up !!!
britty is staying over firday cause we start at crawford on saturday and sunday ! this year instead of cash im going to be making the evergreen arrangement , get to be a little artsy !!! WOOO :)
as for satuday night i get to see some of my FAVOURITE PEOPLE! torrrrks , tillybird and annngieee :)<3 cant wait

that bout it !!!
little music update .. they may be common songs or songs that were suggested to me but im loving them ... utube em up :

your love-nicki minaj, what's my name-rihann, we are who we are-keisha, difficult-uffie, energy-keri hilson


night night xoxoxox :D